Hmm, live journal aren't as good as I think .
Sometimes do have problems uploading photoes
I'll be trying out wordpress now .
If it's not good, perhaps I may change again ?
who knows? hee .

Sorry for changing links so many times.
Like I've said, you can don't relink me (:

So, currently will be using http://d3fineyourself.wordpress.com/


 

Hahh, stupid pic of me .
definately not taken this year. but I've forgotten when .

I am feeling S-I-C-K lor ):

Last night, I was feeling really weak. Ate 2 panadols and sleep at 9.30pm .
This morning temperature was 37.5 degree  .
Aw aw aw ~ I dont wna go home lor , so I take my temp again till my temp drop . lol !
I wonder if my thermometer is it spoiled :X cause my temp can drop 2 degree in few mins . hahh .
Well , it's kind of a good news anyway . because I don't want to see the doctor !
He'll give me a MC with 2days or more ! I don't want ! 
Though I've said that I hope I'll be sick so that I could take sickness as an excuse ,
but that was just a casual remark !

Today, was feeling weak in school . But I still bear it till the end of the day .
Till after school - till chemistry spa - till physic mock test - till 5.30pm home with olivine (:


Anyway I did dam badly for today's chem spa. I did not complete it in time, also I did not get some of th results ):
Sad, I hope actual O level practical would be fine .

 

Back home from the library (: !

Accompanied fangxin for breakfast at 9.30am .
Head to library tgt for homework with gina and rs next .
Thanks rs for teaching me math . lol .
I think my english have serious problem ):
That made me always can't score for question 2 in math paper 2 !
Argh ):

Lunch at mac , then head back to lib .
Saw yonghong, kenneth, alex chong & ziyang ! :D
Join them at the table beside them . hahahs (:
& I did my revision on physic .

Grab some materials from popular and i'm home (:
It's a fruitful day afterall .

hahas . darl , im so envy of you and rs lahs ! :D
sweet lovely-dovey couple .
better last long - anniversary  must count year th uhs .
hahhas ! :D wish you both happy everyday !
xin & bj too ! :D

Think this picture is taken when I was sec 2 ? Haha .
yeah, I admit I do act cute one lor :P

Hais , yesterday I've seriously wasted my day .
I keep on complaining that there's not enough  time , but I'm there wasting time ):
What am i actually doing ? No mood ? That isn't a good excuse at all .
Sometimes when I'm too tired out , I would wish that I've a high fever ,
so that I can really take that time to really sleep all i want - to really rest .
how ridiculous can i be to take sickness as an excuse ):
basically, i didn't do any homework yesterday ,
instead i watch movie online , slack , tv and eat whole day ):
hello ? am i aware prelims is 3weeks away, o level is 2month+ away ?
T.T

However, today morning went library meet fangxin and do some work .
Head to cwp next to grab some materials to make August babies a birthday card.
Then, it's time for tuition .

After tuition, went home put the materials & meet bird under my blk .
Then head to cwp tgt meet Jacq & had LongJohnSilver (:
Jeremy came, and th 4 of us head to lib to do homework again .

6pm plus, meet up with Gina, Fangxin & co.
And head to 888 there th basketball court see EVGWinds perform for th 44th National day thingy :/
Lol . Went there to support my band :)
Mr Lim look very happy in this picture lor ! lol ! :D



Oh yah ! I'm super proud of one thing that I must share :x !!
Ong Jin told me she lost her clarinet cover . Then I went back to find - in the dark !
It's really dark, that you only can see green and black patches on the grass .
But I still found it in the end ! whalaos, how lucky ?!?! lol :D
so dark yet I still can find that black cover without my spec .
I'm so proud and happy lor ! :X muahahhas !

Head to 834 for dinner next .
Chat and blahs ~ Fangxin & Raymond sent me home next .
Thanks Fangxin and Raymond (: !
Fangxin know it's very dark & dangerous for me to walk home alone ,
& initiated to accompany me home . how sweet can she be ?
ILY, Baobeh ! :D ♥♥♥

Anyway, justnow we cab to the basketballcourt =.="
Gina darl paid the cabfare, again .
Aw , actually I feel kinda bad to let her pay alone always =/
My darling is so good that she never once asked me to kup .
Cause usually take cab with jacq,ryl they all , we share the cab fare.
But with darl, surprisingly no ? impossible she paiseh to ask me pay right ?
Plus, she also used to treat me drinks & share sweets & stuff .
Tsk ~ and yet, what have I given her in return ? ):
Sometimes I really failed to be a friend . hais .
ILY too , Darling !  ♥♥♥

I really feel so fortunate to have all these friends around me .
All of you, plays an important role in my life (:
All of you are too much to elaborate , just remember that , all of you plays a special role in my heart .
I love you , my friends ! ♥


PS: MY HUSBAND SAYS I'VE GROWN FATTER !
OMG ): ACTUALLY, I ALSO FEEL SO LOR :x
BUT WHICH GIRL DOESN'T WANT TO SLIM DOWN ?
YANHONG SIMPLY JUST LOVE TO EAT AND SLEEP LOR .
THE MORE SHE EXERCISE, THE MORE SHE EAT LOR . LOL :X
WTF ): FATS, WHEN WILL YOU SAY GOODBYE TO ME ? :S

Randomly, I feel like typing this out .
It's really random - I just find it true .

When you've already judge that person just because of that little action he/she did, 
no matter how much the others explain to you ,
that bad impression of them had already encraved into your heart.
Because all you believe was your eyes, you only believe what you witnessed.
Nevertheless you did not realise the fact was that, you don't know the truth yet .
There's always a reason behind it, have you thought of that ?

People tend to see other's imperfection & judge them .
But have you ever thought, who are you to judge other people ?

Life's so boring without shopping, movie, k-sessions, ice-skating, swimming etc etc etc ! )))':
Life's so sick and tired with homeworks .
Life's so worried without revision .
Life's so stress with examinations, with O level .
Life's so hard for time being .

Whatever it is ,
never change the permanent for the temporary ;D

Heyyo ! That's button and me ;D

Anyway, I'm really trying hard not to use computer as often.
Because I must really discipline myself .
Nobody can help me, except myself.

Well, I still used the computer today because I had to sent some photoes requested by Jacq .
by then, I really can't resist the temptation but to blog  :X
Eventhough I don't have any interesting things to blog about, but I just wanna type !
* Scratch my itchy hands *

Hmm, the book "Wait for me" is quite interesting.
I could picture everything out, and the storylines really makes it very vivid in my mind (:
I'm falling in love with reading ! <3

But I've a sad thing to say .
That is, I'm afraid of O levels practical !
Because I'm really weak in science practicals, especially physics ):
Sigh ~ that's really bad uhs ?

Look at how adorable a dog could ever laugh.
She looks like the happiest maltese in worldwide!
 

Bus-ed home. We chatted about friendship and studies while we're on our way back.

Yeah, all these are teens topic (: what else can we say ? sadness and stressness .

 

if you think this is carlsberg, then you're dumb.
I suggest you grab a gumgum :X
* ha-ha-ha. so lame, but this is how i self-entertain :P *
lmao. it's green-tea lahhhhh =.=

Lunch with Joyce and Stella was great {: Goodbye to Joyce as she needs to attend her POA tuition, so Stella and I made our way to the library. Tried to get the book "Chinese Cinderella- based on true story" , but I couldn't get it due to some blahblah reason which I'm lazy to explain. However, I get another book titled " wait for me " , and I hope that will be a good book (: Like I said, I hope everything is not too late, I would try my best to improve me english. *wink* ;D If I could finish reading up that book, it's really a success to me. Because I really hate reading ): & I tried to read before, but it's always temporary.

Stella went off at 3pm, and I head down to Galilee to have some potato chunks while reading the book(: Jeremy and Jessica came to join me soon, and I started to do my E.math paper(: Fangxin came for awhile, then left to eat dinner with her mom. Saw Yonghong ! He is really kind of a joker ? Lol , the way that he talks really frigging funny with his bastard attitude. Tsk~ I just can't stand him but to really LOL. Called Kendrick down to have a chat too (: Yonghong and Kendrick really did brought us some laughters ;D hahh ! Kenneth came down for awhile too ;)

We leave the library together and went separate ways. I went to meet Fangxin, as we said we'll be going back together since we're going the same way. Chatted with her quite alot (: Intended to meet Gina and go together, but Gina was kind of late? & She cab down to meet us =.=" Can't stand her, a lil bit and she would want to hail the cab - well , that's her man ! hahahs (: Thanks Darl for "sending" me home !

I'm Home and I really felt the love at home <3

" Have you eaten? " mum asked once she saw me coming in from the door.
"Sort of," I replied.

Then I start to grab some fingerfood from the dining table. Soon after, Dad came out of the room.

" Oh ! You're back home and you didn't call me? " he questioned.
"Papa," I smiled (:

He then pinched my face lightly and said," always anyhow run uhs you. "
& I go heehee :X

" Still coughing? " he concerned .
"yah" I replied.

" then don't eat chicken and all those junk food lahs, " he nagged.
" I didnt ~ " I sweared.

Hehehe (: Then he went back into his room to watch the television.
& I head back into the room and use the computer :x hahh .

" Have you eaten your medicine ? " mum shouted from the living room .
" Not yet ~ " I admitted.

Hohoho , and mum delivered the medicine into my room.

" Always need people to serve you, how are you gonna recover ? " mom nagged.
& I go heehee again :X

Look how sweet my mommy and daddy were ?!

Some of you may thinks that parents are really irritating to ask so much question . But to me, they're precious . The nags of care , is something you'll miss when you grow older, when you have to take care yourself . Would you spend your time nagging at someone you don't like ? You f. hack care them, how would you take your precious time out to nag ?! crazy ah ? My point is - People who nags at you are people who really cares and concern about you . 你会不会？ LOL . Daddy and Mommy's love will get me home (: That's why I'm always home early? Hahh . Thank you mom & dad for everything . Like seriously , everything - every single thing . I'm grateful to have you as my parents. It's the most precious gift in my life.
Thanks for giving us a perfect home , a perfect Family - Father And Mother, I Love You ♥
 

Actually didn't want to go school today , and even intend to take my flu & cough as an excuse .
Moreover, I can skip my Chemistry test :S lol !
Thinking back, 2 periods of english - I'm kiasu that Mr Chua may teach something useful !
So I still dragged myself out of my blanket and prepared for school .
But know what ? Mr Chua was absent ! But I saw him in school ?
Argh, whatever.

Afini made an effort to ask," Are you feeling better? " hahas {:
Wooo , I've got a caring classmate lehhh. Please envy :X lmao !

After school had English Time practice test.
After that, I stayed in school with Yueming & Jacquelyn to clear some homeworks.
Jacq went off at 4.30 while Yueming and I left at 6.30 {:

Aw , I was feeling terrible ):
The flu was so sickening ! And my left eye keep tear ))': Idk why mans .
Definately, I've thought of going home, but still I endured till the end of school - 6pm
:D

Afini was shocked to see me that way ? hahas (:
Really thanks for the care , Afini ^^

Anyway, had motivation talk .

Ms TanWS told us, actually you won't really get motivated when someone talks to you. The real motivation really comes from yourself . If one talk to you, and you could get motivated , then the wholeworld will get motivated ((; Somehow , I agreed. Nevertheless, I still went for the motivation talk by Ms Soh & Ms Nan [2nd batch of ex-evgian] What they say, really makes sense & I really get their message. What I mean is that., this motivation talk is useful. However, the motivation is still really comes from you, yourself (;

Ms Soh said she came across a show, and the moral of the story is : ' who are you to motivate me ? ' what she wants us to get is like what Ms TanWS had told us, the real motivation really comes from yourself . Next, she showed us a video, and the moral of the video is : ' You must have a goal before you could really workhard. You must have a goal that you really want in life, or else you will not try your utmost best .' She also told us that a quote that spurs herself on is ' Don't exchange the permanent for the temporary ' which I think that it's really true. Don't give up because of your temporary "bitter/stress" life for your permanent future in life. She told us in life, everybody faces problem. You really have to be mentally strong, in order to carry on in life. Yea, you maybe tired regardless is physically or mentally. But no matterwhat , what you need is mental strength to pull yourself through.

Ms Nan also showed us a short clip of pictures, and the moral of it is that you must do something for what you want, things won't just drop down and be the way you want it to be. She told us that time is like the water in a sponge , the more you squeeze , the more water you'll get = the more time you'll have. What she she meant was, everybody has the same equal amount of time - 24hours , the thing is that it's you who decide if you wanna squeeze the time out for yourself to do the thing you want .

Basically, verything is about yourself; mentality stength , self-motivattion , hardwork . 
Yea, things are easily said than done , but your hardwork will be paid off , right ?


Friends play a big part in your life , and I'm lucky to have you as my friend.
Actually, I'm fortunate that I've a friend like Jacquelyn who has strong determination and works hard for her education. Or else, I guess I would been even more slack than now. I'm like so lucky can ? Friends really plays a big part in your life. Friends really affects and influence you alot. And I'm glad that I've friends who studies and influence me to study together, infact help each other in work . But paiseh, it's always Jacquelyn help me because she is smarter/more hardworking than me! :x hehh . Anyway, it's Jacquelyn who makes me dare to aim high , to have a similar goal in life. It's jacquelyn who always trying to give a slap on my face telling me to wake up by giving me pressure, telling me that I what I'm doing is too little. She didn't tell me directly, instead she tells me what she does; she read finish her pure chem and physic textbook , she reads storybooks to improve her english and stuffs. Like hey , I still haven start revision D: I'm oh-so-lagging-back can ? ): Tsk ~ I just hope that the quote " it's never too late " is true.